More Confused Than Ever Lyrics

(I'm thinkin') Maybe if I crank an idea out

I'll find a better way to exist

And maybe if I sell my soul I

Can see the beauty I've always missed

(I) don't know if I'm tethered to my mind

And I can never be who I miss

Cuz that person

He doesn't exist

I always find myself doin'

Things I don't care about 'cause I

I keep telling myself it's the right way

I lost everything I loved in this

Pursuit of something dumb now I

(I) don't know if I can make it back

If I can make it back

And still

I sit on this couch confused

I'm trying my best to do

The things I'm supposed to do

But I still can't see

I can't see the end

I can't see the

Fun and the

Friends and the

Laughs and the

Joy

And I feel like I've been Someone's toy

And I don't know if I've done it wrong and I

Don't know if I'm just a lost cause

(And) I know I have everything I need

So why don't I feel like I'm living dreams?

And I don't see the worth of it all

(And I) feel like thinking's the reason this all came down

Crashing down on me

I don't wanna be