Im Goin' Crazy Lyrics

I don't think I know it all

I'm just hungry to learn

We back to keeping plans to self

Make the motion better

Back to loving from a distance

Cause the trust was thinning

Back to seeing through the people

Who really mean me no good

I love my family wouldn't trade em

Just would ease the pain

I made peace with most the people

That I wanted it with

Gave acceptance to things that I never could change

Touched basis with aunty and cleaned off her grave

I think about cousins each and every single day

Feeling pressure from they presence

I been fucking up

I crashed out

Back to nothing

With my stupid ass

Disappointed with myself and how I let me slip

Just being honest I then had enough with petty shit

We all got skeletons the worst ones is under our flesh

Who you hiding from lil nigga

They waiting for you

And it ain't death

It's that success you was praying for

And it ain't jail

It's the blessings you was praying for

He finna make a way for us

Yeah that's what I'm on

Guess you can call it giving back while I'm getting mine

You know what's up with me and gang forever sharing pain

I can't be easy to access I'm valuable now

Cause I then broke the pressure down

Of what was weighing me down

I'm sorry if I ain't been calling

I been getting better

I quit making up excuses

So I'm living better

Politicking and plotting with with heavyweights

I'm self disciplined

No longer wait it's just weight

Clocked out for good

Now bitch I work for me

And yes now it cost to get a verse from me

Found out I inspire the youth I had to clean my image

My babies rap I could put em on track nigga

If not this year in two years it'll go platinum nigga

Stop saying that I rap like I'm something I'm not

Cause when I'm sitting at the top you'll be regretting it all

And it a prove that it's me when I say that I forgive you

I can hear you not feel you

These them determining stages

I proved I'm destined for the greatness with all my latest

Even on my lazy shit

I'll have these people contemplating

That was basic lyrically go from vorhess to Bach

I deleted the old me and developed a plot

I'm speaking life for us nigga we finna make it

And don't you treat me like I'm Moses

I just want us to focus

I ain't got no real guidance just to live your best

Your prime is everyday you wake up

Don't regret the shit

I'm pushing demons off my soul and taking ownership

Cold and calculated now similar to the way they kill us

I'll prolly go out in my sleep when I'm hundred years old

Feel like I been here plenty times and this the final lesson

I gotta polish up a lot and get soul accepted

Was at the bottom with the vipers and constrictors

I got pressure on my shoulders

That's been lifting off

I'm back on road it's time to do it big like never before

I let us all down before

My kids said that I can make it

So its no more games

I been healing off the grid

Tryna get to some pape

Stay dangerous gang I love you

Take it straight to the bank

No more sleeping on the floor

We finna find a estate

Whole family roaming on it

Pick some acres and build a home

We deserve to get back our thrones

No more walking in matrix time to get us back home

They'll prolly try to say I'm crazy for the shit that I'm on

Until it's happening

It will because I sacrificed

I understand a different light

Left so I could do it right

I'm barely sleeping most nights

My mind then came back to me

It was in a new demension that we living now

It's time to go and get these g's and break em down as a unit

Until they turn to m's

Don't wanna seem like a leech so I'm reluctant to ask

I ain't ashamed how you played me

Shit I needed that

Like what I do to you

Ain't no real sense in repeating that

Fuck em

Until all my people free ain't no justice

I know we one in the same

But why we feel different

This shit been boxing me in

But I'm back to loving again

I had to remove the pain

Now it's sitting on my kidney

While I'm dreaming of a Bentley

I understand now they can't fence me