Wishes ft. Ekoya Lyrics

I grew up in an era

Where motherfuckers will tell ya

If you ain't got the keys ain't nobody wanna see ya

So I kick that shit open

I don't wanna be no rabbit you won't here me choking

If I wanna blow up

Then you know I got to show up

Fuck the trends

I'll tell a story from my ends

I'm no driller, I'm no killer

All I spit is non fiction

The bottle I sip is fiction

This mic is my lethal weapon like I'm Mel Gibson

Is she a saint or a vixen

Listen

She misses my scent of Dior Christian

I put Jesus on her neck but she still crossed me

Like Adam and Eve when she took the apple from the tree

It is what it is

It's a blessing in disguise

I've come so far I know my grandpa is looking down when I look up in the skies

So many lows and highs

And for the wrongs I did

I apologize

I'm wishing, wishing

Wishing for a better day

I started rough on a Monday

But you know I put the cherry on my Sunday

I'm wishing, wishing

If I keep wishing will god listen

I wanna grow a money tree like Kendrick

And have a foxy lady like Hendrix

Sometimes I think I'm bipolar

Like do I want the exposure

There's so much weight on my shoulders

My whole life has been a roller coaster

This life is game, therefore you play it like it's poker

Don't ever trust the joker

So many people praying for my downfall

So if I do fall down imma get back up

Life is twisted

Friends start shifting

But I got to stay lifted

And so do you cause everyone is gifted

I remember that I got to get my all black rims and my windows tinted

My memory is jelly but of you is vivid

The persona you bring, no one can ever possess

You're so intelligent with little finesse

And my dreams become lucid

The things I feel I express it in my music

I'm wishing, wishing

Wishing for a better day

I started rough on a Monday

But you know I put the cherry on my Sunday

I'm wishing, I'm wishing

Raindrops on my wall

Wish you'd call

Spent my whole life fighting

Something I could know on my own

But instead I'm crying

You took all my time

All in vain

Even took my shine

And you

Never wished it true

Since you've seen me fall

Faced withdrawals

Spent my whole life trying

Something I could see

Help me breathe

But instead I'm flying

You took all my mind

Gave me drugs

Even took my love

And you

Never wished it true

Never wished it true