Excuses Lyrics

I kept my childlike innocence with how I look

But in my head it's an inner glimpse of coward, shook

I struggled all my life with constant curiosity

Sometimes it worked for good but other times it haunted me

Awkwardly talking to people that offered me honesty

Took it and ran with it with no apology

And later come to feel disgusted with the fact that none of it bothered me

I could see my inner evil try to take my whole body

I've tried to, triangulate it, isosceles

All I see's my discipline go down a spiraling path

Felt like the only thing to do was just to hide it and laugh

But now and then I feel it trying to come back

Could never grasp it though

Feels like I'm weak and operating with like half my soul

I told my girl about this, she said that she glad to know

Maybe it's something I can't overcome all on my own

Maybe that's the reason why we can't live all alone

I could've blamed my bad behavior on the fact that my dad wasn't home

But chose to own up to mistakes like a man trying to grow

Lately forgot the way to handle my wrongs

Fuck

I'm trying to be a better me

But the laziness of working for it blinding what I see (Oh)

I'm trying to change the way I am

But it's hard to overcome the hermit habits that I have (Oh, God)

Feels like I'm trapped inside my ways

Like I'm never going to change

Ignorant to my mistakes (Oh)

So fucking easy to be acting clueless

It's so damn easy to make up excuses

Mmm

It's so damn easy to make up excuses

It's so damn easy to make up excuses

I took a lot of time off to see if I still felt the same about the music

So many days I thought that I ain't want to do it

Like it's something of an obligation

Hit with writer's block, like I ain't got the heart to say shit

And all the while so many people asking when I'm dropping

Man that shit was hard for patience

Wanted to tell them keep waiting, 'cause I ain't making shit

Just want to leave it all and dip

Went on a trip, came back harder with inspiration

I saw a daughter in my dreams

Hit with fatherhood and seen that it's no time for me to make excuses

I woke up crying trying to understand it

Knowing that if I had a seed, I'd probably never manage

My parents ain't abandon me, they made it fucking work

I guess it all just comes to pressure and the way it hurts

Could let it swallow you quick

And come up with a reason why you ain't achieve what you needed

Man that's some fucking weak shit

I'm trying to overcome the hills everyday

Working for it and moving forward each step that I take

I can't complain, could only fix what I break

No more excuses just decisions to change (Uh)

I'm trying to be a better me

But the laziness of working for it blinding what I see (Oh)

I'm trying to change the way I am

But it's hard to overcome the hermit habits that I have (Oh, God)

Feels like I'm trapped inside my ways

Like I'm never going to change

Ignorant to my mistakes (Oh)

So fucking easy to be acting clueless

It's so damn easy to make up excuses

Damn

It's so damn easy to make up excuses

It's so damn easy to make up excuses