alive Lyrics

Broke my own house for the hell of it

Thought the trash on the floor was poetic

What's the point in picking up the pieces

When I can't even get my own self clean again?

And this is what I get for being Human?

Oh, it's Life the Game, and I'm so fucking losing

The pawn just paid you off, oh I'm in ruins

So check your mate- she's not really moving

And since no one can help me, I'll say that I'm fine

That I don't want to drink alone and relapse all the time

I know that this sounds stupid, but I'm scared that I'm dying

Except it's just the parts of me that wanted to be Alive

Oh, Alive

Oh, to be Alive

Alive

Broke my own heart so I could feel it

Heard it crash on the floor: it's Aesthetic

Didn't wanna polish all the pieces

When I'll just fuck it all up by myself again

And this is what I get for letting you in?

Oh, it's all the same, I'm stuck inside the movement

The cycles spin regardless of the bruising

So check the wheel- I'm stuck in the ruin

And since no one can help me, I'll say that I'm fine

That I don't your help and I can stop at any time

I know that this sounds stupid, but I know that I'm dying

Except it's all the parts of me that wanted to be Alive

Oh, Alive

Oh, to be Alive

Alive

Oh, Alive

Oh, Alive

Alive