Roses Lyrics

Stuck between ambition and settling down

Heavy is the head but it's my head with the crown

I miss all of my friends, feel like I'm letting them down

But the only time we talk is when I let it resound In a song

All of my thoughts feel like I'm getting them down

Sometimes I wanna just scream

Sometimes I wanna just chase

Sometimes I wanna go back to the days when I was just Jas

But life is moving even faster at a lightning quick pace

And they're keeping track on all the scores of all my mistakes

All regrets inside a harbor

Hope I make it to the harbor

And I would say it's sweet

But life is getting even harder

Like Samson, I lost my strength

Somebody get me to the barber

I miss all of my friends

And I would hate to have to name drop

But all this pain just weighs me down

Just ask me when the pain stops

Tasted just a bit of fame

I wanted all the fame stopped

Compare myself today

But in truth we ain't in the same spot

And that's the comparison

I hate that it's damaging

Come a long way

But I don't think I can manage it

Mommy still looks to me

Look at this weight that I'm balancing

I try and brush it off

But on the inside I'm panicking

Am I the one or just the wrong one

Like a mannequin?

I let you on on all my deepest thoughts

It's embarrassing

Still waiting on the day

It's my name but they canceling

I love to make music

But this music doesn't pay

I try to put the mic down

But I can't find a better way

Cause this music's my therapy

I lay it all bare

Even if they all scared of me

Hope it helps you

And it makes you a better me

I try and read the words

That I know they ain't telling me

Don't need to smell the roses

I'm at peace just to let it be

Yeah Don't need to smell the roses

I'm at peace just to let it be

Broke myself down

Just to get me some clarity

Shed all of my deepest thoughts

Thought I needed some therapy, yeah