Darkest Days Lyrics

Said you had my back through my darkest days and then you left me

Said you'd be back around here soon to try and help me

But it's been so long

I don't know what else to do

You said to carry on

The pain will all end soon

I'm living my life

And i get it

This knife in my back has been permanent

I don't need help

I just try to stay with it

But it's not even easy

I get it my dude

You got homies to help

And your family too

You got homies in hell

I go straight to the booth

I don't need to be held

I'm just needing the truth

Just like i need healing

I'm needing you too

I'm needing your touch

Lemme walk in your shoes

I'm needing myself

But that's not my excuse

There's a problem with us

But i'll fix it with you

If anything ima be something to prove

This life isn't easy

So don't you accuse

I miss every time i would get up for school

I hate to refuse

But I'm gratefully singing these lyrics to you

I hate that i tried to be someone i'm not

I hate that i left

Ran away from the cops

My father is stressing

I'm missing my mom

But if i'm being honest

I miss them a lot

I cry every time when i look at my brother

I'm missing his touch

I'm missing his smile

I tried to be there for a month but it sucks

I keep asking myself

Will i be here tomorrow

I'm sorry to say this

I'm not who you think

But i'm wishing the best

I'm not leaving at all

I just need to breathe

I need help with my brain

But i'm really just begging for me to be gone

I need to be told

That I won't be alone

But there's too many people that try to evolve

I miss you lil nigga

I miss all my homies

But truthfully i just want nothing to stop

Said you had my back through my darkest days and then you left me

Said you'd be back around here soon to try and help me

But it's been so long

I don't know what else to do

You said to carry on

The pain will all end soon

Said i'm tryna find my home

I'm dancing all alone

I'm really tryna find my ways

So i cope

And i can't even sing a song

I'm tryna be alone

Thinking bout what i said

Im tryna seek what i hope

Baby I don't like your secrets

I hate when i keep breathing

Tell me everything's gone

Everything's gone

I hope i keep living

I swear i'm just tripping

I'm out of my mind

But i feel like i'm in it

I'm really just helping

I don't like to mention

My life in this song but it's hard if you end it

Please tell me your working

Please tell me your winning

I just want the best for you people intended

So make up the best

I don't want you pretending

Don't leave me at home

I don't need your attendance

So don't tell me where to go

I don't wanna make a scene

I don't wanna make a point

Man I don't even gotta think

And I don't even gotta breathe

I'm really chasing every dream

To be the best in every dreams

You gotta work in every team

Make a promise to your mother

Make a promise to a beat

Make a promise to your brother

Make a promise to your seat

Cause i know that ima make it

Ima make it for to the beans

Make a living

I don't even gotta tell you what i mean

So don't tell me how to bow

I'm really feeling down

I got family in my back

But i got plenty for the sound

I got plenty for the brodie's

But i'm really tryna drown

But i'm okay

Said you had my back through my darkest days and then you left me

Said you'd be back around here soon to try and help me

But it's been so long

I don't know what else to do

You said to carry on

The pain will all end soon