Confessions of a Dangerous Mind Lyrics

Sometimes my thoughts scare me

Other times they make me cry

I can't tell if I'm sad or If I'm just high

Pop another before I start to stress

Sometimes my thoughts excite me, other times they make me depressed

Shit

What am I doing here

What's my purpose

I gotta focus

I wanna be a rapper, a pioneer a whatever goes

But in the mindset I'm in, I can't get shit done

Bottle up the frustration, numb it 'fore I reach for my gun

So many ideas I wanna explore

But I can't even get up from the floor

Brain haze flush it out with some grass

Paranoid and anxious, excuse my mess

Take a bar then spit a bar, Im beginning to lose stress

Dig it deep inside, get ready for school

High school, so you know I gotta act cool

Bitches buy it, say im so chill

Im just quiet cus I be in my mind and feels

Then those bottled up feelings gotta get out, I shout em out at my mom

Someone gotta help me I can't go down that path

I don't wanna die young and be another pile of dirt under some grass

So I rap

Over this beat

And confess what my dangerous mind says

And I bet you're wondering

How am I dangerous? This is just whining on a beat

Im not dangerous to others I'm a danger to myself

Pour my heart out on a song, the only way I can cope

Its got to the point where even the xans aint that strong, give me some coke

A complicated mind

Active all day

People think im egotistic, I'm the opposite

I tell myself I belong with the garbage on the floor

Not in my feelings more so in deep thought

Go so deep in my mind, I come out distraught

Looking for a way to get out of this mess

Try to go out but I'm missing the friends

And anytime I'm not with someone I have to take my mind off with a xan

I'm in delusion, think I'm the shit, then I don't, I'm in confusion

Mind is clouded, vision blurry

Imma be late for school I gotta hurry

Couldn't get 'nough sleep last night is this normal to feel

Look at my peers, they aint worried

Is it just me feeling this way

Of course no one else hiding their pain away

Ticket?

Emotional wreck I'm sorry

Stare out the bus window in the rain

Finally my mind is empty music flooding my ears

Bus stop time to go out, pain stays in the bus

Schools over bell rings, get back on the bus

There's the pain again

Go back home lay in bed

Don't wanna go out the darkness my friend

Outside dark Inside getting darker

I just can't

Can't process my thoughts unless I write them down

Lay down think about killing myself

Stand up now Im feeling myself

You see how fucked up this is?

And everyone pretends they listen and pretend they here

But no one can see me in bed telling my walls how I feel

But how can I control it? Days I feel good, days I feel soulless

My minds so confused Yes this is a cry for help

But like my homie said, Theres things in life you gotta figure out yourself

Theres always light at the end of the tunnel