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Been only back a day

And I feel is strange

Where are you now

My eyes are in a cage

Perspective has changed

Come free me sounds

Who am I to think I'll write again

Into this hole I will descend with no way out

I'm starting to think this is just a loop

Distractions with these toys just screens and blues

Where's my way out

It's the art of pain

You choose what you claim

Turn around you'll see

You're a part of me

Miss you so much

I'm out of touch

Just love me how

You know how

It's the art of pain

You choose what you claim

Turn around you'll see

You're a part of me

Miss you so much

I'm out of touch

Everything you see ain't how it appears to be

I dreamt about you last night you had your hood on

Dark blue, I couldn't see your eyes, just a bit of your hair

I dreamt I forgave you

I don't know if that's good or bad

I find that I don't have room for hate

But if I did you would be the first on the list

Sign the dotted line

I have been formally disappointed

Seven sheet of paperwork for a stupid night

It hasn't been my duty, but it has been my lesson

I dreamt about you last night

Second time this week

I think about what you did as often as I eat

Starving myself to find some peace

Because my eyes were bleeding

Tears out my nose

I wonder if you ever feel bad or think about it too

I dreamt you apologized, more like a nightmare

But I thought that's what I wanted

Woke up sweating the small stuff

It's a weird time to be alone

And for the ones I have told

And the ones that Think they know

It changes and it grows

And I hope this pain is something you Never know

That I still grieve even if it doesn't show

But that I do trust that this life has more love than March was shown

And that I'll witness abundance in ways I have yet to know