Perfect Paranoia Lyrics

Momo, did you hear something?

Living by myself, paranoid as hell

Do, yesterday's tomorrow

Do, but somehow

Do, I'll keep on loving you

I care too much about what people think and I obsess

My mental health's a mess and my safe space, my bed

My mom knows when something ain't blessed, she always checks

I lay it out on the table like a deck

I could smoke ten zeds and my mind still wouldn't rest

Still think about my ex when I swear she ain't ever in my head

I don't wanna feel ungrateful cause I'm blessed

I need to turn my blessings into happiness

For appreciation I just struggle when my mind's f***ed

I gulp when I see a text

Care too much about sex can be a little intense

Sucker for an incense, sucker for a tight dress

Sucker for a big sesh, sucker for a big spend

Sucker for a new trend, sucker for starting something

I can't pretend I could ever ever end

Do, but somehow

I promise to do my best

Living by myself

Living by myself in my head

Paranoid as hell

I'm paranoid as hell

Do, yesterday's tomorrow

Do, but somehow

Do, I'll keep on loving you

Look, somehow I'll get there, not a place but a feeling

Feeling don't have a ceiling, a feeling don't have an ending like an evening

No anxiety when I wake up

No regretting things I say drunk

Trying to find the same buzz

I love a woman who's confident without makeup

Then I hide away and try and mask all of my flaws

Lock them in a top drawer and hope everyone's a dwarf

I guess I'm more stupid than you thought

I was just as damaged as I am important

These are just my thoughts in print

I wonder what an athlete thinks when they've done their last sprint

Or a baller when the game's up

Novelist when the page's done

Artist when it's taped up, a human when their day's up

Really I'm about as breakable as a paper cup

Same way that I'm good for the world

Living by myself in my head

I'm paranoid as hell

Do, yesterday's tomorrow

Do, but somehow

Do, I'll keep on loving you