Your Pain Lyrics

No interludes no remedies

Lately I find it hard to identify enemies

Ain't knowing when to choose waiting for centuries

Sometimes it's bad blood in the family like the genovese

Regretting what ensues testing my pedigree

I guess my name isn't strong as I was led to believe

I know I'm in too in tune I tried to set it free

I spoke to God hope he pardon me like the seven seas

Breathe preach

I feel more distant with every second regressing peace

I feel more timid with every pledge that I set for me

I feel more blemishes where I tread on the cement streets

I feel the noises the hugs and pain but I've yet to grieve

I feel the poison and anxious anger but I've yet to leave

Hate when they hate me but I hate when they love me

That's the insecurities of junkie tell me who want me

I'm addicted to your pain

I'm addicted to your love for me

I'm addicted to your pain

I'm addicted to your love for me

Flashbacks when I'd go outside to unwind

Looking at the sky surrounded by heaven's eyes

Struggling in disguise but I gotta keep trying

Can't ruin my pride but I'd gotta be lyin'

If I said was the strongest soldier that you ever seen

I seen my momma cry and I died it felt like a dream

Tears down my face no droplets it was a stream

It wasn't holy water that freed but was water that eased

All of my fears tension built up for years

Anger turned into pain pain done turned into prayers

Praying that nun would happen to me or all my family

Pleading for nothing tragic father help me don't damn me

I been to funerals looking at mothers crying

Fallen due to foes or sickness ion wanna die

Lately having them premonitions of my demise

Feeling paranoia demons round me comprised

Of everything I fear or will ever in my life

Wanna protect the ones I love want em' thrive

But I would be lyin' if I said I wouldn't be reaching for nines

If you breaching on mines reach for the sky

Cause I'm a full blown hypocrite

I wanna see peace but it's GG's if you go in knee deep on the

Fam I got problems God yeah I know

I'm damned but I know I ain't a lost soul

I ain't the top oath I am the John Doe

I am the man speaking for those who ain't got hope

I could've cut the vine I was swinging from years ago

But how else is the story of joseph suppose to go

How else is the story of most of my folks gon grow

If I don't tell the truth through the vessel of being known

If I don't tell the truth through the vessel of being hope

I'm addicted to your pain

I'm addicted to your love for me

I'm addicted to your pain

I'm addicted to your love for me