That One's Not Ironic. That One's Just Sad Lyrics

Hey man, I'm sorry, but what's your name again?

I've got no short term memory

Head's filled up with shit I wish I could forget

I feel like last words are the only break I'll ever get

From this obsession

Needing a hundred second chances

And playing this back over and over again

I keep being reminded that I should forgive and forget

But I've got the best memory and the guiltiest conscience of anyone I have ever met

The sight of you is the smell of gasoline

Swear like a sailor that you won't leave again

When I light the match

And tell you who I am vs who I've been

And when things are going too well

I obsess over when they weren't

There's familiarity in the thought of drowning

I've been suffocating in my skin

Since I started growing

I thought the weight tied to my neck

Was just growing up for a while

Then I found out it wasn't normal

And the fucking devil on my shoulder cracked a smile

He cracked a smile

With him at the helm my sinking ship caught fire

And I came up with all these reasons

I was an awful person

But you said I've been awful to myself

I keep being reminded that I should forgive and forget

But I've got the best memory and the guiltiest conscience of anyone I have ever met

The sight of you is the smell of gasoline

Swear like a sailor that you won't leave again

When I light the match

And tell you who I am vs who I've been

Who I've been

I keep being reminded that i should forgive and forget

But I've got the best memory and the guiltiest conscience of anyone i have ever met