I Can't Lyrics

Yeah, I've been through a lot of trauma

I don't wanna be the one to put that on ya

I get an obsession when it comes to commas

But lately I've been counting sheep so I can be calmer

Yeah, I can't be who you want me to be

I can't sleep so I struggle to dream, yeah

I can't seem to find any peace

I can't think bout what I should've been, yeah

I can't believe I'm still fighting these things

I can't even break the curse around me

I can't leave cause I said that I'd be Here forever but I need someone to save me

You only stay so I don't go Looking at the memories like they're only photos

I became an afterthought, I keep riding solo Telling me you need me, I don't need no one

to blow smoke

On me, I lost you, you lost me

I need a bag but I wonder what the cost is Yeah, don't take it easy and be weighing

on my conscience

So I lay it all down

When you need somebody, I stick around Even when I ain't helping myself

I'm selfish but unselfish When it comes to you, be my weakness, yeah

Want you all for me, I can see us Being something but you don't see me

Like that, maybe I should fall back I said maybe I should fall back, yeah

Maybe it's the way that I was raised Causing all these problems for today

Driving wedges between you and me

When I came, I said I'm here to stay

Keep my word but it gets harder daily

Biggest fear in life is be alone

So lately I've been stressing when you ain't pick up the phone

Entertaining someone else while I'm here waiting If you were to do that, I would let nobody else in

Living while I'm dying If I said that I could live without you, I'd be lying

If somebody were to touch you, swear that I'd get violent

They say it's all about the timing so I put the time in

But I know I need a rider

Or somebody that could hold me down

All I'm asking is you try to know me now

I'm a stress case, I'm an asshole

All my rest days, I don't really fucking have those

All my worst days, you'll probably laugh more Self-deprecating humor, I'm building up my castle

Of lies, but I can look you in the eyes

Tell you that I love you, let you know I'll be fine

Hey, I'll tell you I'm okay Let you know that I just need some time away

But when I'm gone, I'll tell you I'm afraid Of knowing I'm replaceable, the time will fade

Yeah, I'll tell you I'm okay Let you know that I just need some time away

But when I'm gone, I'll tell you I'm afraid Of knowing I'm replaceable, the time will fade

I can't be who you want me to be I can't sleep so I struggle to dream, yeah

I can't seem to find any peace I can't think about what I should've been, yeah

I can't believe I'm still fighting these things I can't even break the curse around me

I can't leave, cause I said that I'd be Here forever, but I need someone to save me