BPD Lyrics

Is it obvious that I

Am sitting lost inside my mind

I lay next to you and wonder

If i'm out of time

Is this where that I should be

I don't know what it all means

Is this real or am I stuck

Inside a sad dream

It's funny

It sounds so insane

This crazy mess inside my brain

How could I ever explain

Would you hear me anyway

I'm so scared

Please don't leave

I wonder could you say to me

That i'm not crazy

Am I the person you expect of me

I'll be gentle

I'll be kind

Sometimes I feel i've lost my mind

No composure

It's all over

Do I deserve peace of mind

It's funny

It feels so insane

These running thoughts scattered in my brain

Would you let me explain

You don't hear me anyway

Sick and tired of feeling this way

Something in my life needs to change

My emotions, so inconsistent

Wishing that I could be different

Sick and tired of feeling this way

Something in my life needs to change

My emotions, so inconsistent

Wishing that I could be different

It's not funny

I'm not insane

I won't stay trapped in my brain

There's nothing left to say

No one hears me anyway

I'm not scared

You can leave

I'll never wonder if you miss me

Things get hazy

But this is me

I'll be gentle

I'll be kind

I never lost the light inside

Here's my closure

It's not over

I deserve peace of mind

I deserve peace of mind