Behind Me Lyrics

I'm trying to leave the past behind me

I'm trying to numb the pain inside me

Nah you don't be as high as I be

Cuz I got demons trying to fight me

I got people that ain't beside me

I gotta leave the past behind me

I gotta kill the pain inside me

I got these demons trying to fight me

I gotta leave the past behind me

I'm thinkin' bout the days, got me in a daze

I don't want to sleep cuz I ain't trying to see your face

It hurt too much when I wake up, why you think I gotta blaze

This is not a phase, it's more like a maze

Goin' around in circles I'm trying to run from the pain

I'm dealin' wit my regrets, it got me feelin' ashamed

I feel this shit in my chest can't get it to go away

Whenever I got a problem I think of what you would say

I wish you was still here, so I could tell you I'm sorry

I ain't get a goodbye, next thing I know you departed

I ain't trying to go party, busy numbin' my body

Therapy in the booth if you want me that's where you find me

I feel you in my heart, but you haunt me in my dreams

Said we'd never be apart, then I wake up its just me

I thought I heard your voice, I thought I felt your touch

My mind fuckin' with me this too much

I'm trying to leave the past behind me

I'm trying to numb the pain inside me

Nah you don't be as high as I be

Cuz I got demons trying to fight me

I got people that ain't beside me

I gotta leave the past behind me

I gotta kill the pain inside me

I got these demons trying to fight me

I gotta leave the past behind me

Every night I hear my demons so I say a prayer

Asking God to let me in I hope I see you there

I miss your jokes, I miss your laugh, I miss the way you cared

The pain been takin over lately ain't been thinkin clear

I'm tryna snap out of it gotta wake up

Stuck in the past don't even wanna start the day up

I'm losin' all my people and trying to deal with a break up

You took my son along with all of your make up

I'm hurtin', cuz you ain't here half of the week

My wood burnin, trying to numb the pain cuz it's deep

The wheels turnin', told you I ain't missin' a beat

Gotta be better so you could be better then me

Life ain't fina be easy now, who said it would be

Dealin' with all these voices they ain't lettin' me sleep

Held in so much emotion this shit makin' me weak

I gotta move on, it's time for the peaks

I'm trying to leave the past behind me

I'm trying to numb the pain inside me

Nah you don't be as high as I be

Cuz I got demons trying to fight me

I got people that ain't beside me

I gotta leave the past behind me

I gotta kill the pain inside me

I got these demons trying to fight me

I gotta leave the past behind me