
losing myself (18 months) Lyrics
- Genre:Pop
- Year of Release:2022
Lyrics
Pulled the rug beneath my feet
It took away the air I need to breathe
Every day feels like we're close to the end
But every day takes so much verve and strength
Why right now
We don't need this
There's so much to sort out
Can't believe that
The hell we live is true
Don't even wanna watch the news
I don't wanna go out anymore
Leave me here crying on my bedroom floor
I know this isn't me and how I used to be
I'm traumatized by loneliness and fear
Losing myself against my mind
Feeling so lost one day at a time
Talking is like committing a crime
Lost the power to rise and shine
I forgot
How to survive
How to behave and how to socialize
18 Months
Have killed my fire
Now I need to find ways to ignite
Why right now
We don't need this
There's so much to sort out
Can't believe that
The hell we live is true
Don't even wanna watch the news
I don't wanna go out anymore
Leave me here crying on my bedroom floor
I know this isn't me and how I used to be
I'm traumatized by loneliness and fear
Losing myself against my mind
Feeling so lost one day at a time
Talking is like committing a crime
Lost the power to rise and shine
Yeah
In my cave
I don't feel safe
I don't feel safe
I don't feel safe
In my cave
No I don't feel safe
I don't feel safe
I don't feel safe
Feeling so high
In the middle of the night
Scream the pain away
Cause I can't take another fight
If I stay like that
If it stays like that
What's gonna be left
When the madness ends
Feeling so high
In the middle of the night
Scream the pain away
Cause I can't take another fight
If I stay like that
If it stays like that
What's gonna be left
When the madness ends
Losing myself against my mind
Feeling so lost one day at a time
Talking is like committing a crime
Lost the power to rise and shine
This isn't me
Oh no this isn't me
This isn't me