Pope death watch 2005 (Demo) Lyrics

The last week of December

Somebody stole my car

But I quickly felt relieved

That I wouldn't have to think

About how I want to crash it

Into oncoming traffic

Every time I take a drive

To try and clear my head

Up through the mountains

The corners blinded by the trees

They'd never see me coming

And then I'd finally get to sleep

Lying among the pines

My soul and body separate

Lost but free to wander

The beauty of the forest

My heart starts beating fast and hard

My knuckles are turning white

What if I just jerked the wheel

I wouldn't have to say goodbye

The bridge is getting closer

I could drive right off the side

I could sink into the river

What a perfect place to hide

All of these thoughts

Stick inside my head

For some fucking reason

I drive straight instead

I've been trying to feel okay

But I'm not there, I'm far away

I don't know where to go from here

I can't stop running or I'll never get there