Lettin' Go ft. RGunn Lyrics

I pushed the new whip past your crib

I ain't have to do that but I for sure did

You should be ridin' shotgun, you were my hot one

Now when I look to the right, damn, there's not one

Used to be all hype to tell my niggas that I got one

'Hip-Hop' tatted on the wrist, posters of Pac, son

Felt like I was at the tippy top, but now I've dropped some

Replayin' lessons taught, learned a lot from

Decisions made, not comfy to say that I'm not dumb

I've lost once, I've hit my mans to cop somethin'

Told me he charged it to the streets, for me it cost nothin'

Two taps on my heart, told him I love him

He let me know I'll be OK, said "Bro, ya time is comin'

Females a dime a dozen

You gon' get another

Just stay focused on ya buzzin'"

Like the time I had an eighth, in 3 days had an onion

Another week pass by, a quarter from the runnin'

So I take a quarter to the corner store and cop some Funions

That's my only treat, 'til 3 bags filled, spendin' nothin'

I been on my grumpy

Before the pockets got chunky

Look now I'm back in the gym

I done went from chunky to hunky

I'm bunkin' with these other voices in my head

Only one is preachin' love

The others don't care if you live

Cause what you did

Isolated me and then, left me for dead

I'm familiar with the bottom

In need of higher help, pray for me, that God got him

I slipped up, lost my sticks yupp, fucked up the slalom

And I need 'em to climb back up, now that's a problem

I'm plantin' new seeds, you can tell how I plot 'em

My cousin gon' smack me for this one

My mom gon' shake her head like, "Why this, son ?"

Moment of truth, some days I still miss you though

Had a dream the other night, we were kissin'

But I woke up realizin' now that would only happen with mistletoe

But I don't think ever again we'll be 6 inches close

Days difficult

Used to hate those thoughts, they had me suicidal

When it came to fruition, askin' self what do I do

Dusted off the razors, locked the door, grabbed my Bible

But I ain't even read it

When I started bleedin' just the fact that I could see it

Reality checked me quick

Told myself, that's on some weak shit

I heard some words today, good timin' to hit me different

Early from the jump be protective with your permissives

Cause if you let it go, that respect starts to erode

The man in the mirror, I ain't like him no more

My momma told me I was changing

You told me the same thing, it's crazy

I allowed it, so I can only blame me

Need to cease complaining

See it as a canvas grit my teeth and start painting

Forever thanking

The Man above, above Geppetto's ranking

For pullin' strings

He allowed our paths to cross so I could learn some lessons that might prove to be

Instrumental to my future, damn the charcuterie

Board that I'm eatin' when I'm done it be full of cheese

You'd never let that be, I'm wound up like a pool of string

Hopin' is the fool in me, but hate myself for foolin' me

Hindsight is 2020, in a decade, it will be cool to see

How my life changed when I let go of the foolery

Self-taught, yeah I tutored me

Now I could write the textbook

New edition, true sedition

Fewer pictures so I can carve out some more room for me

I'm good with my hands, handy, have handles

Every day around 2, call that El break a Randle

If all hell break loose, I know Qu studied the manual

Gin and juice got me loose and you know I lit a candle

Every time I think of you I send a prayer for you

Lately I've been having better days

You don't invade the brain like you used to every day

It went from "Are our plans just sleepin' ?" to acceptin' that they're dead where they lay

Took a cruise across the bay

With the food they served champagne

Everybody else coupled up, I was my own date

But I still took the time to celebrate

Lessons learned from my mistakes

Pickin' up the pieces cause my heart did break

Stuck me like a parkin' break

Memories fuel the engine, hold them feelin's of them harder days

Peace important to me, now I guard my space

Overprotective of my world, like a guard in space

Code name Garden Space, when I need to meditate

It take me to a special place

The memories will fade

The lessons will remain

And with that I'm ok, I'm lettin' go