California ft. Umair Lyrics

I'm kinda scared how we all just die alone

No one to call

No one to hold

My heart been turning into stone

so far away from home

If this the life that I was given

I'm losing all my sanity and rhyming every feeling

I'm thinking who I used to be and losing all my missions

I keep on taking medicine to get out of my feelings

I've been thinking how the fuck you broke a heart made out of stone

I'm smoking all the pain away and losing my control

Will I ever make it to the top

What if I never know

Or maybe if

If god just wills me to create a better life

If god just wills me to have another night

If god just wills me to have, enough to see my mother cry when she sees California

Simple little dreams

Just wanna see her walk around man that's life for me

Just hoping I could see my dad but with a better me

Just hoping I could see this all

so I'm complete