Traumatized Lyrics

Born in the winter colder than shivers stories with horrible figures

Got me a gut so I need me a bottle in order to fill up

Pour me some liquor trying to distort all these feelings

Disorders not even discovered yet not normal my nigga

Maybe the lord will forgive us I got emotional rivers

Never did notice it did ya? need me a moment to get up

Bible is normally inches away from the bed never do open the scriptures

Guess I'm sort of religious nothing short of a menace

But you know I'm the realist you know I'm the realist yeah

Feeling me yeah cuz it's killing me yeah

Never did really prepare for the buildup in there

Hurt was money? I'd be a billionaire

Look in the mirror the kid is in there

Don't speak sit in the chair listen and stare

See I'm traumatized I don't see remorse in my mama's eyes

Reaching out and asking to my father why

I'm a lay low until the drama dies

See I'm traumatized I don't see remorse in my mama's eyes

Reaching out and asking to my father why

I'm a lay low until the drama dies

Look what I started with with nothing but arguments

Never no peace in the home of the Vargas' I'm feeling targeted

Gas lighting me on the regular and really, I don't want no parts of it

Needed no love from narcissist need me God not a pharmacist

Waiting to see how much more far you'll get

And this what I'm keeping my guards against

Ignoring my needs ignoring my needs? haven't you noticed that my heart exists

The lesser we talk the lesser we talk and be I feeling so marvelous

This love you will never work need to you find a better church

Love you forever but damn its hurts and it's getting worst

Another day with you another problem rise but you rather die than apologize

Mama why I was on your side we been in this fight all our lives running out of time

See I'm traumatized I don't see remorse in my mama's eyes

Reaching out and asking to my father why

I'm a lay low until the drama dies

See I'm traumatized I don't see remorse in my mama's eyes

Reaching out and asking to my father why

I'm a lay low until the drama dies