coward Lyrics

If the world keeps spinning, I'm fucked up

And I know for sure it won't stop

I swear I sorted things not lot ago

Why is everything still a mess?

I guess I'm the problem and I

Fuck up every chance that I get

I can't move a single muscle when you look my way

I gotta put me first, but that's hard when I am a coward

A coward, a fuck up

I am a coward

I'm counting the hours

To see when I can leave

This party is not for me

I can't socialize

Small talk is killing me slowly

And I should've seen it then

We laugh together, I cry alone

In the end, I don't have a hand to hold

I'm sick of my story, hope one day you won't be so cold

I'm thinking I'll die alone

Nobody calling my phone

I see you every day

Going around with your hair of gold

I hope it don't take so long

For me to prove myself wrong

But until I talk to you

I'll keep reminding myself: I am a coward

A coward (Tell me I am a coward), a fuck up

I am a coward

I'm counting the hours

To see when I can leave

This party is not for me

I can't socialize

Small talk is killing me slowly