Not Okay Lyrics

I open my eyes and see the light of the day

I've had all this time and still I can't find the words to say

Not taking calls, it's not my fault, I'm afraid

For why you went away

I don't mind if everyone hates me

Cause all along it was only a matter of time

A lot is lost when you're living life care free

And wanna cry when the worlds left you behind

Wanna laugh but it's really not funny

The way we will waste our lives

A little young and a little too hasty

I'm 25 and I'm already ready to die

I wish I could say that I don't understand

But I still can't put down this report in my hand

I can't tell if my response is delayed

But I'm so mad at you

I don't mind if everyone hates me

Cause all along it was only a matter of time

A lot is lost when you're living life care free

And wanna cry when the worlds left you behind

We can laugh but it's really not funny

The way we will waste our lives

A little young and a little too hasty

I'm 25 and I'm already ready to die

And then my mind begins to blank

The room begins to spin

And I

Watch the world from the floor

Because we're not

Because we're not

Okay

I don't mind if everyone hates me

Cause all along it was only a matter of time

A lot is lost when you're living life care free

And wanna cry when the worlds left you behind

We can laugh but it's really not funny

The way we will waste our lives

A little young and a little too hasty

I'm 25 and I'm already ready to die