High Beam Lyrics

I watched it all beneath the high born

Where it's so hard to see and find what it means

When you're lonely as I am.

I lined the halls green with my poor talk,

Take what you need, I'll watch beneath

Holding the high beam.

Make a meme, Make it me.

Make it me but something in between

Me and what I want to be.

Throw it in his face,

Tell him he's a fucking fake.

Fuck you, you fucking fake.

I've seen the news today,

I'll tell it all as if it's mine to say

Speaking proud as if it's my mind

It all happened to be born in.

Of a story pattern of a narcissistic gunman,

Or a good man, or a selfish egotistical con-man.

Or a lesbian..

They all told me the same thing,

That they're the same people, the same mind,

It's that all things are equal but for that one thing there

In the back of that tight asshole star that is your eye

In the forgotten colon of your mind.

It rears back within the choices of intent

And hands and thumbs all lift and like,

Lift and like, lift and like,

And You is nothing anymore.

And so you turn on your favorite show,

Go to the bank site and count your load.

Oh no, I can't afford to show how far my debt can go!

Aloft, I dangle beneath the high beam holding up

The upper most of the up up,

Clawing desperately to plant my little seeds there.

I watched it all beneath the high born

Where it's so hard to see and find what it means

When you're lonely like I am.