Torment Lyrics

Abused and confused and beaten

Broken down into pieces and shattered completed

I really think that I'll take my life I know that

I really can't fight, and I think that I'm suicidal

When I'm alone and my eyelids are closed and

Pills and the potions I'm caught up off this hypnosis

I really don't think it's showing but all these problems and pain

I'm doing drugs just to cope and disappear hocus pocus

I think I'm losing my focus I know I'm losing control and losing hope

I don't wanna love you I just wanna move on

I'm just trying to make it through I don't want my heart gone

My heart broken

Hate me break me fake me down to pieces

No girl I really don't know if I can even take this

And now I'd rather die late at night when you lie

Told you everything about my pain and now you torture my mind

Giving up everything and nothing seems to change

I can't even take this now my heart is breaking

Don't want you to hate me I'm way more than jaded

I was calling baby but now I think its lately time to go now

Filling my life full of fucking torment

This shit making me feel like I'll never be important

I can't take it

No I can't go do this anymore

No my minds too sore

Oh no I'm fucking up

I'm breaking my own rules for fucking love

I'm crying cause you're gone

girl that really fucking sucks

What also sucks is I know you don't give a fuck

Cause if you did this wouldn't be what you fucking want

You think you can solve my fucking problems

I promise that my problems are not your problems you can't solve em

But that's okay and that's alright

But girl don't tell me these lies

Girl don't tell me that everything will be alright

When you're the one that cut me with the knife and I can't get my life back

I can't get my light back

I wanna be up on the right path but girl that ain't for me

Inside of the past and now I know that

I need to find a find a different way to find my fate and maybe die today

Girl without your love I need the drugs and go get high today

No I don't wanna feel like I feel might just fucking suffocate

Honestly do you give a fuck about my pain anyway

I don't wanna run away but I might have to walk away

I feel abandoned and neglect I don't really know what's coming next

Do you know just where I'm at

If you have a little cash then you can have just what I have and I'm not okay cool with that

I really wanna go run it back

Kinda feels like I'm getting stabbed

You just turn around and laugh

Honestly I have your back but tell me why it hurts so bad

It ain't supposed to be like that