cursed reality Lyrics

(And I keep fading in and out between reality)

(The sorta shit that makes you crave your own fatality)

I've been losing all my friends do I have to lose you too?

I've envisioned my own end and my fate is fucking doomed

But I can't shake off this dread and this thought of losing you

Standing over the edge I can't fucking follow through

Baby I'm cursed with a horrible gift

A broken heart that you're unable to fix

You said you're here for me, well that's a load of shit

Cause if you were then I wouldn't be in this pit

And I keep fading in and out between reality

The sorta shit that makes you crave your own fatality

And I've been running but the demons they're catching me

You said you'd save me but the words you say are blasphemy

And I just fall back in the arms of the demon queen

The temp is rising baby I just love your body heat

The devils grinning, but she ain't showing no fucking teeth

I think it's finally the end of my suffering

And I know you won't apologize

Cause that's just not in your fucking mind

Deception mixed with all these lies

That's what's ruined my fucking life

I drink it straight from the bottle, straight to the bottom, just to throw it all back up

I know I'm not the one that you love but lie and say that I was enough

And I keep fading in and out between reality

The sorta shit that makes you crave your own fatality

And I've been running but the demons they're catching me

You said you'd save me but the words you say are blasphemy

And I just fall back in the arms of the demon queen

The temp is rising baby I just love your body heat

The devils grinning, but she ain't showing no fucking teeth

I think it's finally the end of my suffering