i don't wanna be me Lyrics

I don't want to be me

Hating who I've become

Who I've turned into

The torture on my come up

Depression ain't gone away

Wishing I was better in every way

But I got to settle for this mistake

Dying lately in the fray

But will not die today

Living in the shadows

And in the depths

Wanting to get the tat "dying lately"

Plus a semicolon for the ones I do

And write these songs for yea

What do they see?

What do they know?

How my feelings are betrayed

Hence why I'm on the low, no show

But guess what I live with the pain, in my head

But no one really gives a damn anymore

And I live coming up alone

I just wanted help man

I see the therapist

Things I can't heal

Just from talking anymore nah

Just popping them pills everyday

My life just having dyin in the fray

Grey skies

Stormy clouds

Over my head

Just want it to end

Can't live with it anymore

I will fight till my last breath

And swing the sword

But will I survive in the end?

I don't want to be me

Hating who I've become

Who I've turned into

The torture on my come up

Depression ain't gone away

Wishing I was better in every way

But I got to settle for this mistake

Dying lately in the fray

But will not die today

Living in the shadows

And in the depths

Wanting to get the tat "dying lately"

Plus a semicolon for the ones I do and write these songs for yea

Jake coming up in a way that's so violent

Making me believe I'm unloved

Devils henchman really killing me

Can't do it anymore

Can't handle the blood, of my past

It haunts me to this day

Wish I knew how to heal and feel something again

Instead of the numbness I force myself to feel

Don't wanna be locked up, but am afraid that's what it'll come to, all while I'm 17

Grey skies

Stormy clouds

Over my head

Just want it to end

Can't live with it anymore

I will fight till my last breath

And swing the sword

But will I survive in the end?

I don't want to be me

Hating who I've become

Who I've turned into

The torture on my come up

Depression ain't gone away

Wishing I was better in every way

But I got to settle for this mistake

Dying lately in the fray

But will not die today

Living in the shadows

And in the depths

Wanting to get the tat "dying lately"

Plus a semicolon for the ones I do and write these songs for yea