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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2022

Lyrics

It really doesn't compute with me

It doesn't really phase me hearing all this chit chat about people

Who ain't done that

What I refuse is to lose but I'm willing to accept facts

I took an L last year on my mental

My doc told me 2 years or less that's detrimental

I had friends act too passive aggressive with lashing weapons

And back stabbing mentions I didn't see or said it

What I wanted to say is fuck you, that shit is not right

How you gon start an intro talking bout you taking L's but you smoke em

How you gon tell me I'm not doing well because I'm boasting

I Slipknot through heavy metal all these projects coming from instrumentals

Fake singers claiming to be my friend only beneficial

I'm not talking sex but my kindness as it turns and swivels

My kindness has fizzled, now the only thing I want is chocolate drizzle

On my cake for all these birthday singers

I think my close friends don't really don't understand me

They still believe I'm that kid so wild so rambunctious

At the function I couldn't function guaranteed I was slumping

But they all laughed along thinking this is apart of the song

Maybe after this they'll understand my emotions

Maybe I was put on earth to represent fuck around and find out

Maybe I was just a teen who really didn't get love as a child

Maybe there's a bigger meaning to the reasons "I have doubt"

"I have doubt" is just another way to say I can do better

There isn't much to say besides the world got bad weather

But its never accurate I'm casually actively causing tragedies

I'm a manipulator, sociopath, calculator, a person who had, Is what they all said

All these perspectives but no one really gets me

All these tracks I couldn't really perfect it

That's the beauty I guess of wanting to out do yourself and everyone around you

Nothings a shame when you learned and everyone clowned you

They really said the boy was never gonna do shit

I still wont forget when they said look around you

Your environment ain't letting you look at the shackles, I cackle

Slums all gathered to witnessed a moment in history, an epiphany

They told me to chill but I told them no not yet

I'm not satisfied with the work until I'm dead


And you know it sounds fucked up

Because everyone deserves love

But it's true in that sense

It's extremally true

And so at the end of the day it's like

How the fuck are you gonna like, love yourself

Looking like shit bro if you don't look in the mirror everyday

And you look at yourself, and you fucking hate what you see


All this time I thought I was my own enemy

All this time I kept holding myself back and never got the best of me

"You are the reason for your own demise, The world isn't out to get you"

Yeah, that's what they said to me


All these emotions to audio form

I had to drop it to make sure they know

Shake up the internet let it all grow

It turns out I'm him

It really does show

Too many feelings I had to let go

How are you feeling? I'm taking it slow

I'm up all night cuz sleep is a hoe

I had a feeling you don't understand

Do you like it?

No look at my bag

Bitches on me and they all got ass

No I don't wanna talk where's the cash

No I can't call or text back


Nothing ever feels the same when you realize who you are

All those years of ignorance I really came up and made me a work of art

I made this painting out of my beating heart I wonder how he got so far

I'm really the one what my family said

I guess it's finally time to Takeoff no Migos

This is what y'all expected here we go

This the heart part 5 for pedro

Here is the hard part if I say so

This my honest truth on my soul

All my brothers gon get they payroll

If we eating then we trash the kitchen

Where we from we was on a mission

Gave my life for my little brother

Evil twin go duck and cover I'm a sure shot I hit triple doubles

How you gon say you ain't like the music?

No offense but are you stupid

Swimming in gold that's Scrooge McDuckin

Change the subject we ain't talking about nothing

Fuck it, I had to harder cuz none of them got it

I screw it and I lock it the game is on pause

Cause the real ones is playing quiet for applause

Who the fuck got like me

I just dropped me a 40

The kilos is paying

The music is crazy

The mental insane

I'm stuck in this room making hits after hits

After hits after hits

This the Mike Tys type of flow

Ripping ears off through emotion

This ain't a pond

This the whole ocean

We be on winter

My heart is frozen

Fuck is you talking about

I am too goated


Too many feelings I had to let go

How are you feeling? I'm taking it slow

I'm up all night cuz sleep is a hoe

I had a feeling you don't understand

Do you like it?

No look at my bag

Bitches on me and they all got ass

No I don't wanna talk where's the cash

No I can't call or text back

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