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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2022

Lyrics

Had a lot of things on my mind as of late man

I wrote this shit in the middle of the night

Had a lot of things that were bothering me

A lot of people operating from ego

And I just don't fuck with that shit bro

I let my ego on the track but in person I ain't gonna be

I ain't gonna be flexing and shit man

Yeah yeah


We can't relate homie

We ain't the same homie

Quit playing the victim card you got yourself to blame homie

I keep that thing on me

No not a gun, but that clarity of mind to know that happiness ain't fame homie

I been hella lonely

Felt like nobody know me

Before I took my leap of faith deep down I felt a phony

I'm the one and only, me and my soul remain holy

Feeling like a child, I remember The Rock and Mick Foley

For some reason bro I feel like I'm destined for greatness

Rise and grind, working hard, on a daily basis

Swinging for the fence, go ahead God load the bases

Knock it out the park, I took a risk, believed and chased it

Gotta control my ego

Sometimes I let it go

Say some shit that's hella rude and act like I don't know

Wish that people would love me, wish that I was accepted

But the devil keeps talking and now I feel neglected

Searching for the positive but I have dark perspective

Off the internet for months I need some self-reflection

Said the internets a place for us to be connected

But the moment that I post I deal with a bunch of skeptics

Going back to rewrite oh my god I need perfection

Lost in my depression this is not what I expected

I been grinding on my own I gotta go make my songs

Mix and master it, engineer it and write it, the people recite it

This is competition and it's so one-sided

Ain't in the same league, your ass belong in JC

I'm coming for the top I respect it we want the same thing

But I see how all you work and it's weak and I can't relate

I've already talked to god, came to an agreement on my fate

I'm about to go make it happen before He opens up them gates

And I'm aware of all these snakes

And I'm aware of all these jakes

And as long as I got my God I know I'm promised to be great

Everybody want to be hard

Everybody want to go ball

Shit I got an ego too, but that don't mean I don't love God

Yeah I let my dick hang

Yeah I did some bad things

But that don't mean I treat people with disrespect or shame

Like who the fuck you think you are you bitch you acting mad lame

Like once I get the money is that excuse to go and mad change

If that's the case you motha fucka's in for a treat

Don't compare yourself to me

You ain't better than me

I'll fuck your girl and make her cum she make it wetter for me

If I hear you talk behind my back you dead to me

Yeah

I go for hours

I'm chasing after the power

No I am not a coward I'm cowardice

Ignorance is bliss I'm woke therefore I am powerless

But then I get to thinking that maybe I'll be the difference that the world needs

Teach them to go and lead

Continue to plant your seed

I promise there'd be a difference in your life if you would read

Beware of how you breathe your God is talking if you listen

It's easy to lose sight of the moment and feel so distant

When you're constantly working on your purpose and earning no recognition for the verses you wrote that came straight from the heart

Appreciate my art

I know that it can be dark

But this is how I free myself at times I'm lost in thought

Try my best to be a man that's worthy of respect

I gotta let go and earn and that's the reason I come collect

Human not perfect

Little man intellect

A lot of things up inside my mind that led to this affect

I thank you if you understand the things that I do go through

Growing up insecure but from the dirt look what I rose to

A man thats taken action on a dream he had as kid

Writing rhymes inside a notebook describing the life I live

Dropped up out of school to make this rap shit up and cracking

Manifested everything by following all my passions

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