Lotus Lyrics

I saw my body in a crimson field

Intoxicated by the horror and the glooming lights

Frozen is the emerald gaze

My death impending

I've never felt so much delight

Never felt so much delight

I saw my body in a crimson field

I want you to hurt me, cut me, hold me down and choke me

Spit blood in my face while you tell me that you love me

Bind me, beat me, whisper that you need me

Fill the void inside this empty vessel

Can you hear the silent whispers in your head?

I will show you the path to a perfect immortality

I'll disengage the toxins in your mind

I'll set you free from all your worries and anxieties

Don't look back now, don't be afraid now

Just close your eyes and I'll take your pain away

Please don't take my pain away

The only thing that's keeping me sane

It burns inside me day by day

Day by day, day by day

Please don't take my pain away

The only thing that's keeping me sane

It burns inside me day by day

Bury my body in the field of Lotus

I can feel the substances rushing through my veins

Eyes are restless, they spin out of control

My broken thoughts are the only reminiscence I hold

Of this empty feeling, hollow feeling, that I've sealed inside my broken soul

I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me

I guess I'm addicted to watching you bleed

This is the only thing that makes sense to me

Now bleed for me

I want you to hurt me, cut me, hold me down and choke me

Spit blood in my face while you tell me that you love me

Bind me, beat me, whisper that you need me

Fill the void inside this empty vessel

Please don't take my pain away

The only thing that's keeping me sane

It burns inside me day by day

Day by day, day by day

Please don't take my pain away

The only thing that's keeping me sane

It burns inside me day by day

Bury my body in the field of Lotus

Bury my body in the field of Lotus

Don't take my pain away

It burns inside me every single day

Day by day, day by day, day by day

It never fucking goes away, goes away, goes away

I can't fucking believe this

Why do I feel this?

Is this the only way I want to feel?

I'm stuck in my fucking head

Bleeding and I'm sinking into everlasting pleasure and

Don't take my pain away

Bury my body in the field of Lotus