Every Time I Run Lyrics

I'm still having trouble trying to figure it out

Even though I try so

Hard to find my way it's just confusing me now

Don't wanna stay wanna get out

I've been trying to escape

But I get myself in trouble when I run away

I've been trying to escape

But every time I run my fear still catches me

I know I always have too much to say

But once I sit down all the words get erased

Lucky for me my critic's asleep

Now I can speak now I can say

Everything I ever held inside me

Every dream I wouldn't let myself dream

Everything I wouldn't let myself see

Everything possible waiting for me

All the criticism all of the judgments

All of my cynicism I felt like nothing

But I recognize even nothing is something

And I can use anything instead of just running

First couple words are the hardest to say

Once I get moving get out of my way

Stand in my power step into my truth

It's all waiting for me it's all waiting for you

I'm still having trouble trying to figure it out

Even though I try so

Hard to find my way it's just confusing me now

Don't wanna stay wanna get out

I've been trying to escape

But I get myself in trouble when I run away

I've been trying to escape

But every time I run my fear still catches me

It's hard to see what we're becoming

We put ourselves down keep pushing keep rushing

We don't pause to see don't stop to breathe

Don't know who we are don't know what we need

Sometimes it's painful to stand on our own

Feeling unworthy and feeling alone

Condemning ourselves cause we think no one else

Understands how we feel or the hand we've been dealt

So we hide in our brokenness hide in ourselves

Hide in the background behind someone else

Let me tell you something I know how you've felt

Afraid of rejection of being myself

But I'm even more afraid to get lost

Losing myself is the greatest cost

A cost I'm no longer willing to pay

I won't pay it tomorrow stop running today

I'm still having trouble trying to figure it out

Even though I try so

Hard to find my way it's just confusing me now

Don't wanna stay wanna get out

I've been trying to escape

But I get myself in trouble when I run away

I've been trying to escape

But every time I run my fear still catches me

Every time I run every time I run

I lose

Every time I run every time I run

Every time I run every time I run

I lose

Every time I run every time I run

I'm still having trouble trying to figure it out

Even though I try so

Hard to find my way it's just confusing me now

Don't wanna stay wanna get out

I've been trying to escape

But I get myself in trouble when I run away

I've been trying to escape

But every time I run my fear still catches me

Every time I run my fear still catches me