Go Lyrics

I don't really wanna go

Maybe I just need some time alone

Need some time to think about this shit and grow

Why you blowin' up my phone

Sayin' that you sorry, girl, I know

Tryna block it out, I'm goin' with the flow

And I don't wanna be the one to start shit

No, I don't wanna be the one to go

Yeah, I don't wanna be the one to start shit

I don't wanna be the one to go

It's gonna take a bit to register

If this was God's plan, then I'd hate to shoot the messenger

Found out on my own how you think so little of the rest of us

Up there on your throne, while I feel the pain in my chest and guts

Feel my heart beat in my throat

Tears splash on the ground, makin' puddles into moats

I'm surrounded by mistakes brought to existence

Blood soaks into my clothes, search for the knife used to cut the tension

Should've left and not have played the victim

Now I'm my own victim, no last will, only final wishes

Guess finding out she's cheatin' Is the spirit of the summer

Undermined by words we're speakin' I was meant to discover

The subliminal messages, you wanna keep me guessin

Said I'd die for you, this is how far I'd go, no question

I don't really wanna go

Maybe I just need some time alone

Need some time to think about this shit and grow

Why you blowin' up my phone

Sayin' that you sorry, girl, I know

Tryna block it out, I'm goin' with the flow

And I don't wanna be the one to start shit

No, I don't wanna be the one to go

Yeah, I don't wanna be the one to start shit

I don't wanna be the one to go

Swear you always make it harder than it has to be

How is everything my fault? Why you mad at me

Feelin' like Ye, think I got mixed personalities

One second I feel like myself, next one I'm doubting me

Seems like I'm losin' myself, struggle with my mental health

One day I feel like it's heaven, next day I feel like it's hell

Hope I can cure her with wealth, I really need me some help

We need to shuffle the deck, don't like the hand I was dealt

But it's alright, I'm still learnin' to love your imperfections

Feels like I'm lookin' in the mirror, talkin' to my reflection

We all struggle in this world, there's no such thing as perfection

Sometimes we need somebody else to point us in the direction

And lately I've been talkin' to God

Smile on my face is really just a facade

Fallin' from grace, been fallin' down for so long

I need me some space, sorry girl, but I'm gone

I don't really wanna go

Maybe I just need some time alone

Need some time to think about this shit and grow

Why you blowin' up my phone

Sayin' that you sorry, girl, I know

Tryna block it out, I'm goin' with the flow

And I don't wanna be the one to start shit

No, I don't wanna be the one to go

Yeah, I don't wanna be the one to start shit

I don't wanna be the one to go