What If Lyrics

What if I just killed myself and ended it all

I let my body drop

And you watch it fall then go play ball

Forget about me by the end of the week

While in the hall

You be jumping tryna touch the roof

To see if you got taller

What if everything after death seized to exist

Eternity is perpetual but, there's no witness

To anything

Or anyone that set foot on Earth

And when you think about 'it it only gets worse

What if times a metaphor for how long we last

We can't look into the future but re-member the past

So hyperbolic

The way

Humanities' Ill

We get the sudden

Urge

In broad daylight to kill

What if everything you've done has all been a dream

You get close to understanding but yo - life intervenes

So pessimistic

And thoughtful

While living your last

Tryna make it to the future

But re-living your past

What if consciousness in new life didn't exist

Nothing comes after death

That makes my mind pretty bliss

But there's religion

That touches

My perspective view

All these humans in one collective mind

Like me and you

What if God was just a lie to control us all

Human conditioning to make our mentals fall

They hand us books

Make us suffer

And get the last laugh

People worship

And sometimes get what they asked

What if I just killed myself and ended it all

I let my body drop

And you watch it fall then go play ball

Forget about me by the end of the week

While in the hall

You be jumping tryna touch the roof

To see if you got taller

What if everything after death seized to exist

Eternity is perpetual but, there's no witness

To anything

Or anyone that set foot on Earth

And when you think about 'it it only gets worse

Questions

Conspiracy theories inside of my head

Suggestions

Use a parable to counter instead

Cuz it ain't easy tryna understand the spiritual laws

Even when you got a bible

Maybe the Qur'an

Stressing

This information gives me headaches above

But listen

It's entertaining and obsessive like love

I can't keep up with every single little thing going on

So I forget about it but they keep me up like alarms

Blessing

I asked a question never said God ain't real

A lesson

For those who weak in faith and have no appeal

Being depressed isn't the only thing that's been on my mind

What about lizard people who making the system decline

Guessing

Contemplating from a window above

Progressing

Space and time locked in a continuum

Unless there's greater forces out there making time go

We will never know

Yeah we will never know

What if I just killed myself and ended it all

I let my body drop

And you watch it fall then go play ball

Forget about me by the end of the week

While in the hall

You be jumping tryna touch the roof

To see if you got taller

What if everything after death seized to exist

Eternity is perpetual but, there's no witness

To anything

Or anyone that set foot on Earth

And when you think about 'it it only gets worse