CAN WE/ USE ME Lyrics

Can you sit aside a lil time for me

Oh this where I'm trying to be

No why you lying to me

Head on my shoulder you was crying to me

Everything aside it's a vibe with me

Aw you on the side with me

Put you in the front you can slide with me

In or you out it's do or die with me

Yea

You know my feelings

You know my name

And my reputation

Quick to cut some shit off

I gave you hesitation

But fuck all the side stepping

Girl and all the pump faking

Is we making or breaking

Lately it seem like you be flanking

On me

I see you trynna keep it low key

Seem like all the shit we built

You tearing down slowly

Call you out on what i notice

Now you acting holy

Trynna play me like you innocent

Knowing you phony

And that's some shit that i can't fuck with

It's bad enough i don't have good luck

With this love shit

Don't get me started on talking about this trust shit

Before i chase you it's easier to say fuck this

Know that

Used to be like 5 hours you sit on the phone with me

Now you MIA for days i guess you just soooo busy

Tell me what it is cause once it's over I'm past it

Keep real with me while I'm asking

Can you sit aside a lil time for me

Oh this where I'm trying to be

No why you lying to me

Head on my shoulder you was crying to me

Everything aside it's a vibe with me

Aw you on the side with me

Put you in the front you can slide with me

In or you out it's do or die with me

Yea

She was no good

But still I was giving her chances

Ask for money way to early

Like them payday advances

Homie told me

Hope you know that's with you devil you dancing

Figured he was just jealous

Cause he's a hopeless romantic

Still I ain't pay attention

To them signs

I was so blind

Caught up in them wine and dines

Tho I was getting winds and grinds

And she the one I took my time

With

Tho we was rushing

Came down tumbling

When I tried to turn this nothing into something

That's my fault tho

Wishing I can get my get back

We was fucking

Now I wish that I could get my dick back

Cause I would serve her

Like a waiter

Who was trynna stack her paper

Just to make it down to LA from Decatur

I'll tell you later

For now I'm in my thoughts

Calling my bank trynna dispute all the bullshit I bought

Damn near got caught up

In this love shit

Felt like I had fell in love quick

My niggas please take heed, watch who you fuck with

I can't believe she used me

I can't believe she used me

Why did she have to use me

Still can't believe she used me

And it was all great

All great

Till I found out she used me

Why did she have to use me

Damn

Call her phone, she ain't pick up

So I give it 3 more tries

She said hello, I said hello

Bitch I got shit on mind

We need to talk

She tell me that it's not a good time

Bring yo big head ass outside

Comes to the car and now she in my passenger seat

As I gather up my words

She tell me baby don't speak

Let me explain

I know that you been feeling some thangs

And I been feeling them too

But with the shit I been through

It's kind of hard for me to open up

Oh what the fuck

And if you really truly love me

Please just listen and don't judge me

It all started back when I was 8

Fell victim to rape

And my family would mislead me

And my momma ain't believe me

When I tried to talk to her about it

She said she doubt it

I became the black sheep

So many nights I couldn't sleep

I would lay inside my room for hours

Just shedding tears

Held my bladder cause I'd rather

Not come out

I'm safe in here

Inside my room

Lift up my shirt, you see all these wounds

He did this to me every night

After he would consume

The devils potion

Lock my door, he kick and break it open

Scream for help, I know my neighbors heard that fucking commotion

I close my eyes and I can feel his fist

The more I try to fight the more aggressive he would get

What could I do

A little girl

I ain't have a chance

Ain't have the strength inside my body to fight off

No man

He left me scarred

And ever since that day, life was hard

And guess who just got off that prison yard

I needed to escape

My cousin on the west with her own place

And told me that she got some extra space

I needed to do something

She couldn't send for me cause she was struggling

I looked in my account and I had nothing

But that's when I met you

I know you feel you like you was getting used

But just did what I had to do

I needed a way out

I got to find a way up out the south

Refuse to go through Deja vu up in that house

Ain't no money as waiter

I gave my body to you for some paper

Just to make to LA down from Decatur

Yea