Remembering You (Revisited Version) Lyrics

I once had this dream

And in it you passed

I cried for years

I cried for years

And in this dream

You spoke out so free

Saying you were happier now

Than when you were with me

And I looked at your skin

So perfect and soft

Such a gentleness in your movements

That look in your eyes

The gap in your thighs

The way you saw through me

Translucent

And I was all like

Oh my my my my

I can't believe she's into this guy

Stay calm

Stay clear

Stay cool and provide

But your touch

Your gaze

Was just so hypnotizing

Mesmerizing

And defining as to what I should do

I'm devising

Slowly realizing

My mistakes; mostly the old and then new

I still remember the years we spent

The adventures that we had gone through

Remind me

Remind me

Before I start to forget how it felt to be so in love with you

Remembering you

Standing quiet in the rain

As I ran to your heart to be near

Remembering you

Fallen into my arms

Crying for the death of your heart

Looking so long at these pictures of you

That I almost believe that they're real

Living so long with my pictures of you

That I almost believe that the pictures

Are all I can feel

I had this dream one time

That you and I

That we were sitting in the car

And I was just driving

You were right there next to me

We weren't saying a thing

Just going afar

Coveted by silence

We took in the scenery and we took in the view

It felt surreal

Like yonder-days

When being together felt like solitude

I remember how we were woven

Impossible for this kind of love to be chosen

Just being in the room with you made me frozen

Babygirl you were my all

And now I know that I know this

Being alone meant being as two

Even by myself I was still talking to you

Every choice that I made my considerations were true

I gave you my all every chance that I could

You know apart–for it felt like dark

But our electricity together created a spark

That lit the room

It lit the tomb

It lit your heart

I lit your womb

I remember how you being cold was assumed

I remember how you would let me

Let my warmth enter you

Remembering you

Standing quiet in the rain

As I ran to your heart to be near

Remembering you

Fallen into my arms

Crying for the death of your heart

Looking so long at these pictures of you

But I never hold on to your heart

Looking so long for the words to be true

But always just breaking apart

My pictures of you

Dreaming of you and looking up to the sky

At night I take notice and then I realize

The stars that we see are so different where we stand on this planet

Constellations don't even align

And I'm wondering if you're wondering

If I'm thinking what you're thinking

If you're gazing where I'm gazing

And these feelings are overwhelmingly genuine

But on different sides; on different slides

Different worlds, yet different tides

So far away

Still so much weight I take

Heavy-hearted only after did I realize

And breakdown

Have to sit down

Catch my breath

Getting dizzy and displaced

Still feels like yesterday that you

Gave your everything to me and we began to replace

And refine

Because this whole time I was inclined

To malign this design and entwine

All kinds of hard-lines and cosigns

That intertwined lies and asinine lines

Leaving you to decline and then to resign

Leaving me to recline, realign, I became alkaline

And then once undermined all the bright and sublime-like sunshine

Faded into a divine shade of grey

Remembering you

Standing quiet in the rain

As I ran to your heart to be near

Remembering you

Fallen into my arms

Crying for the death of your heart

There was nothing in the world that I ever wanted more

Than to feel you deeply in my heart

There was nothing in the world that I ever wanted more

Than to never feel the breaking apart

All my pictures of you

Remembering you standing quiet in the rain

As I ran to your heart to be near

Remembering you fallen into my arms

Crying for the death of your heart