Can't Believe Lyrics

Man, what is going on, I'm not well all along

People by my side but I'm still feeling all alone

Had my day ones, never would have changed a single one

Had to drop them all when everything was said and done

But I still had one, shawty was the MVP

But we falling off, we haven't even spoke in weeks

I thought everybody would be with me until the day I die

It really is a shame the homie ain't a ride or die

Turned his back on me 'cause he caught feelings for my ex

Threw away our friendship, 9 years, I was feeling sick

That same girl, I was heartbroken it wasn't meant to be

No Rod Wave, I wear my heart on my sleeve

It's crazy I loved them both no maybe

I don't get it, how could both of them just play me?

This was years ago, it still hurts me 'til this day

It doesn't hurt as bad but the pain won't go away

But I keep my head up as I hope for better days

Thinking 'bout my future helps with keeping all the pain at bay

I can't believe it, that things had to be this way

Had to be this way

Yeah, yeah

I can't believe it

No, I can't believe it

I can't believe it

2020, the year it hit us hard

Can you really blame me just for letting down my guard?

Kicked the year off losing my step dad to cancer

Why is life so tough? I wish someone knew the answer

And shortly after, we couldn't keep up on the bills

Moving all our stuff out in the cold getting chills

That's how it started, COVID left us broken hearted

And we left our sacred memories all inside of the apartment

Imagine going to work and you're still tryna heal

Distracting from the pain all while you're hiding how you feel

Should've been obvious when I picked up extra shifts

I was acting out of character if you all can catch my drift

But thanks to family n' friends, they helped me get through it

Without the help from them I don't know how I would do it

Seemed like my whole life was going down

I guess it really was if I knew then what I know now

It's sad to say there were roadblocks ahead

I'm a keep it real sometimes I'd wish that I was dead

But I can't think like that, I know it'll all get better

Well, at least I hope it will

I can't believe it

No, I can't believe it

I can't believe it