CATALYST TO THE DIVIDE Lyrics
- Genre:Soul
- Year of Release:2022
Lyrics
One second into the night and I already caught onto the vibe
We're here as pregame for sex and illicit drugs prescribed
Looked you right in the eyes and said I wanna die
You did nothing but blink twice
What about all those times we held you as you cried
As you cried
Now all you fucking do is lie
About the drugs we can't identify
Giving all of us different times
This leading to your demise
Come on, don't you realize
You're the catalyst to the divide
Stop living your double life
Admit you wanna fuck in DC
You just wanna fuck in DC
In the same room as us
Your decency no guarantee
Having a break in reality while you stare in a vanity
Evident you don't care, never cared, your silence inhumanity
Wasted in the hallway at midnight screaming out profanity
Sayin' fuck you, I hate you
All those times you never come through
Now we're stuck in the same hotel room
I could inflict black and blue
Every waking hour of that night
I was dying to be away from you
How can you live knowing he goes after every girl brand new
Your roommate assaulting girls
This wouldn't be number two
This wouldn't be number two
Just curious when did you get so unkind
Can't believe I was this blind
Thinking you two wouldn't leave us behind
Your vices to feel something combined
Will only lead to your decline
And a permanent empty mind
This is why you wanna die at twenty-nine
One second into the night and I already caught onto the vibe
We're here as pregame for sex and illicit drugs prescribed
Looked you right in the eyes and said I wanna die
You did nothing but blink twice
What about all those times we held you as you cried
As you cried
Now all you fucking do is lie
About the drugs we can't identify
Giving all of us different times
This leading to your demise
Come on, don't you realize
You're the catalyst to the divide
Stop living your double life
Bet you would've left me alone in the capital city all night
You know you're better than this
Lives are on the line
Why do you keep refusing to see your roommate in true light
When the confrontation starts
All you fucking do is hide
As the pain is eating me away
Of course you had nothing to say
Hiding behind the lie of trying to provide a good time
Don't you realize, don't you realize
You're also the catalyst to the divide
The whole trip you only spoke to me twice
As for the group dynamic, I don't think there's remedies
Burned bridges, now I have enemies
Breaking point here, I can't feel my extremities
Scarring experience, too many felonies
Losing the pieces of my identity
We wait outside, they prioritize their chemistry
Yet why bother they were only hypothetically
Had enough, comparing this to every other memory