Up From Here Lyrics

Yeah

All on me I fear

Dead them all, tat my tears

About to take off my dear

It's only up from here

All on me I steer

Got to keep my mind clear

About to take off my dear

It's only up from here

Yeah

On the streets of Girard where it all started

About five nests down from where the park is

Neighbors cooking dope, and the twelve came knocking

Momma outside, smoking cigs just watching

Told me she would quit but the stress ain't stopping

Been like three years since we both stopped talking

Texts came through, but for myself had to block it

Maybe I should squash it, maybe I should drop it

My aunt want to fix it, I'm wishing we change the topic

"You her only son, you can't leave her in the darkness"

But I've been happy since I moved away from all this

And I'll be good, real good

Regardless

I don't mean to speak ill or seem heartless

But best believe I got to do what's best for me, respectfully

I can't have you weighing me down mentally,

Especially, when I got all this fucking life ahead of me, I've yet to see

Best believe

All on me I fear

Dead them all, tat my tears

About to take off my dear

It's only up from here

All on me I steer

Got to keep my mind clear

About to take off my dear

It's only up from here

I'm back at home on the road, GLI whipping

Same old streets, but the vibe feel different

Passing by the crib that your parents still live in

Miss it

Out here reminiscing

About all the family time that we spent up in that kitchen

Or the time alone when I snuck in for the visits

I know it well

Way before we knew ourselves

Way before we felt compelled

To lay up in hotels, and give each other hell

We was overwhelmed

To say the least

Fighting just to keep the peace, or to have release

Remember I would do it all, drop down to a knee

Remember when that job called, and they offered me

All that shit a nigga worked so hard for

But you on my phone talking distance

Listen

Felt that was uncalled for

Knew at that moment that we'd probably drift away

And without it

Probably never be where the fuck I am today

Aye

All on me I fear

Dead them all, tat my tears

About to take off my dear

It's only up from here

All on me I steer

Got to keep my mind clear

About to take off my dear

It's only up from here