Ruthless Demo (Demo) Lyrics

Would I still feel alive when I touch her

Sixteen, let me hit with no rubber

To notice me, that’s what I thought that love was

My pops had three kids, I’m the dumb one

And since then ain’t shit been the same

It’s not about her, but it is about pain

And all the things I’d do to stop the bleeding in my brain

I’m just trying to stay strong for my boy with my name

I know he wakes up wake up

And lives life without me

That’s not something that I can say proudly

I need a cloud of smoke to surround me

Get your hands out of my face when I’m drowning

I fucked this one up too, huh

Oh did I piss you off

Should I pack my bags

I didn’t hear you out

Oh I’m like my dad

I feel you pushing me away

And if you want to leave then say

And let me pick at these scars like a weeping guitar

Feel you break through the walls as you lean in my heart

Said you’d meet me half way but you feel so far

And I just can’t live life if I don’t know y’all

You don’t really have to do this

You don’t need me, I feel useless

Am I toxic, am I toothless

How you break me, you’ve been ruthless

Naw fuck

Cut it, I’m not fucking with that

I’m going to lay down a harmony

And you just play it on the piano

Yeah, loop it and I’ll go in and free style

Oo I feel like I’m dying, I’m dying inside

To see you my heart keeps breaking on lies

Why do you play these games I don’t know

Why do you play these games oh

You got a little attention now you showing off

Why do you play with me this way

I can’t understand these games

Why do you play around this way

I can’t understand, fuck