Painful Reality Lyrics

I'm sorry I never knew how to love

There was never love back at home

Loud screams, loud voices I never felt love

All I ever knew is do the same damn things

I'm sorry for screaming at you

You know my life is kinda messed up right now

Asking me questions I don't feel good right now

I saw so many fucked up things

Matured as a young kid

I'm stuck in a loop

You the only one who made me feel love

You the only one who made my heart love

You the only one who showed me what love does

It's this painful reality

Oh I'm fake? Do you wanna see?

Yeah you hate my mentality

Is it cuz you're a wanna be?

Is that something you wanna be?

Living life is what's meant to be

I am not just your make believe

You expect me to be your dream

Is it that hard for you to see?

That I'm trying hard not to leave

But you make me feel differently

No you don't take me seriously

You told me you kept your promise

In the end you were the one who broke it

Leaving me at my lowest

You never knew a damn thing about me

Yes I did loved you with all my life

I sacrificed so many things look into my eyes

Don't worry about me you'll see when I rise

Fuck a feeling cuase they all tend do die

Die

Die

Die

Die

Babe don't come back running to my arms

I gave you the chance but you took it like a charm

Thinking you innocent didn't know you could harm

I'm just left alone looking at the stars

Thinking about the fun memories from the start

Now I will just live with a broken heart

I'm sorry I never knew how to love

There was never love back at home

Loud screams, loud voices I never felt love

All I ever knew is do the same damn things

I'm sorry for screaming at you

You know my life is kinda messed up right now

Asking me questions I don't feel good right now

I saw so many fucked up things

Matured as a young kid

I'm stuck in a loop

You the only one who made me feel love

You the only one who made my heart love

You the only one who showed me what love does