AFTER LIFE Lyrics

What comes next

The afterlife I guess

I detest

I am stressed

Am I even ready for this

To face everything I did

Be held accountable to all my sins

I held a lot of grudges in this life

It's just who I am, but it's not what I like

So I try to get out of it

Tried to write myself out of this muck

But I'm stuck I was stuck

Every time I thought that I was over it, it came right back up

And it came back spiteful, and I spit it all in your face

Yes, everybody makes mistakes but you shouldn't have done me dirty in the first place

But I know

When I go to meet my maker

It ain't 'bout what Lil Pookie did or what Lil Pookie said

It's all in my head

I could blame the whole world, but it holds no weight up there

When I go to meet my maker

It ain't 'bout what Lil Pookie did or what Lil Pookie said

It's all in my head

I could blame the whole world, but it holds no weight after life

You can't say nun about nobody else

Afterlife

You can't say nun about nobody else

Afterlife

You can't say nun about nobody else

After life

After life, after life, after life, after life, after life, after life, after life, after life, after life, after life

When I was little I used to snitch all the time

Not only did I snitch, but I used to lie

To myself and to other others on the inside

Creating all these false narratives where I'd hide

They said I was a great actor

But I wore a great costume, a great disguise

But acting isn't telling lies

It's telling the truth through someone else's eyes

But I was dealing with my shit through someone else's life

See I was messed up as a whole

But you would never know

Because I was the sweetest soul

With a smile on my face and a heart made of gold

But I was tired of being used by the world

That saw me is just a little girl

So I let myself bask in that vengeful energy

Blaming everyone for what was happening but me

And now I know

When I go to meet my maker

It ain't 'bout what Lil Pookie did or what Lil Pookie said

It's all in my head

I could blame the whole world, but it holds no weight up there

When I go to meet my maker

It ain't 'bout what Lil Pookie did or what Lil Pookie said

It's all in my head

I could blame the whole world, but it holds no weight after life

You can't say shit 'bout nobody else

After life

After life, after, after life, after life, after life