Blue World Lyrics

Brushed the ice off my heart

I'm still alive

Still a prize

Thought I lost my way for a while

Wasn't sound, but I'm still aligned

I see the signs

This winter's mine

Oh mine all mine

It's time to get out my own way

Gotta go hard enough to change these ways

I gotta get up out this

Depression, paranoia, lust, and rage

A never ending cycle of this pain

I can't control what's on my mind

I'm wishin I could pay to stop it

And this weight that's on my shoulders

Hope it ain't too late to drop it

Gotta break the pattern

And the weight of this responsibility is almost killin me

Keep my daughter safe from predators until the end of me

And I'm not insane

I'm just not okay

I'll expose my scars

It's the only way I'm getting through it

Every tear I cried it was not in vain

The release is hard trading peace for pain

I've been the bluest

God was sending guardian angels They couldn't tame me

It wasn't time

I was going after dangerous niggas

How could you blame me

I wasn't wise

I was looking for protection

Ain't know about love

Even when I found direction

Ain't know who to trust

Lookin back at all my lessons

I know what it was

Three generations tired of fighting these niggas

Still wonder where they get their ways from

The shiestiest niggas ruined my life

Trying to find forgiveness but it's

been taking time

Stopped myself from seeking vengeance and I'm losing my mind

Wanna spray the ones who did this

But it ain't my right

Fuck up all my future riches

No that ain't my life

I'm losing time

And I'm not insane

I'm just not okay

I'll expose my scars

It's the only way I'm getting through it

Every tear I cried it was not in vain

The release is hard trading peace for pain

I've been the bluest

I'm searching for a light in the sky

Glowing in the dark

I know I am

I see the pain in your eyes

It's okay to cry

I know I am

I'm gonna be alright, I'll be fine

Even though I'm crawling in the dark

I know I am the truth

Tryna figure out why this world is so blue

I've been sad about

Sad about it

Sad about it

Sad about it yeah

Sad about it

Sad about it

Sad about it

Sad about it yeah

Brushed the ice off my heart

I'm still alive