Mend Lyrics

I've been away for too long

Thinking about the way that you would talk

Screaming words out of anger and shock

Till we've both given up and we'd stop

I've been thinking too much

I'm sorry that I can be so mean

I guess I've been hurt that you'd never see

How all these years affected me

There isn't much left to say

And when I visit I still feel afraid

All the guilt and the love and the shame

Wondering if you feel the same way

Did you mean what you said?

Some nights the words will repeat in my head

And I'll remember the reason I left

Sitting in a dark room again