These Thoughts 3 Lyrics

Tired of the stressing wanna give it up

Some days my demons keep on tearing me up

Sleepless nights got me tossing and turning

They got me thinking of all the times that I messed my life up

I don't know what it is but something's on my mind

Each night it feels like it's the last time

It's the beginning but still feels like the end

Beginning but still feels like the end

Got nothing left I don't know what to say

Did all the right things or so they say

Did college in three years I got my MBA

And still I'm sitting here so damn underpaid

Where is my passion that shit extinct

I daydream bout music and living out my dream

Listening to album and artist after artist it seems

Thinking I'm on their level but I'm left at the screen

This shit so frustrating

Nothing I want more than recognition

Something to show me to continue on my mission

I've tried to put this shit down I can't go with it

I was 19 when this whole thing started

Now I'm 23 and I have barely moved

I was 20 when I started mixing my own music

Three years later you know that all my shit has improved

Wanna pay back my dad for helping with tuition

Wanna pay off my mom's debt she don't need that burden

Wanna give my brothers a couple stacks so they live worry free

And after all that's done I'll buy my girl a ring

Tired of the stressing wanna give it up

Some days my demons keep on tearing me up

Sleepless nights got me tossing and turning

They got me thinking of all the times that I messed my life up

I don't know what it is but something's on my mind

Each night it feels like it's the last time

It's the beginning but still feels like the end

Beginning but still feels like the end