Look What I Did To Me Lyrics

Man I hate I'm everything

That I hate about others

But likewise I lie and reside

Inside my creature comforts

Plan's to die young

But as late as possible

Valuable things

Weren't intended to be collectible

Either in a constant deprivation

Or constant fight for fulfillment

Yet people say that's life

And have a fuck ton of children

Misinterpret your desires

As something to praise

Nothing personal

Just choosing different things to raise

But what's the cost of it

Just another lost kid

And if he wakes his face

Is in that faucet

Frail and looking jaundice

Rarely ever conscious

Tell me how afraid does

The face on your mom get

I burnt the bridges behind me

Along with the ones in front

And I can come up with reasons

For whatever I think I must

And they're probably not

The reasons that I did what I had done

Maybe reason wasn't built

For what the fuck we've become

How'd this lossy DNA

Mutate from cosmic star dust

Who's dreams and aspirations

Were never propped that far up

Evolved from generations

Of black tarred lungs

With enough privilege to make

Self deprecating bars tough

Fifth of vodka in my back pocket

And blade I got from Occam

'Bout to get to the bottom

Of what is under rock bottom

Bet a dollar you already found where it stops

Got five on it there's more rocks