All the same Lyrics

I'm sorry

Didn't mean to stay out this long

Well you helped me build my wall

Now I'm left behind it

I would say I tried to hide it

But I'm always such a cunt

Ignited anger in me

How dare I say I was blindsided

I would never wear my glasses

I decided life was better when described

It almost feels like I'm a child

With shoes that don't fit

Learning to sit

I'm crawling a bit

Then snorting a thin line of hope

I get sick

I'm learning to quit

I won't

It's all the same

The same and then it's all the same

And it's just all the same

And then it's all of the same

And it's just all the same

And then it's all the same

And it's just all the same

And then it's all of the same

And it's just all the same

And then it's all the same

And it's just all of the same

And it's just all the same

Baby it's all of the same

And then it's just all of the same

I wish I didn't have to get better

I wish I didn't have to grow and develop

I wish I didn't have to heal and learn and process whatever

I wish I didn't have to talk about it

Watch the clock and watch him laugh out loud

It hurts to let you rest in peace

Hurts way more you're still in reach

But my stupid little hands

Are too preoccupied to try to grasp anything

Like what happened

Try to win my pride back

But fuck it

Cause I'll adapt

Man it's just all the same

It's all the same

The same baby it's all the same

And it's just all the same

And it's just all the same

It's just all of the same

And it's just all of the same

And then it's just all the same

And it's just all of the same

And it's just all of the same

And it's just all the same

And it's just all of the same

And it's just all the same

And it's just all of the same

And then it's just all of the same

And I know that it's for the best

But I don't know what I'm feeling

A fucking mess

Now everywhere I go I feel under dressed

I feel like I'm nude I'm raw

My flesh is eaten by the memories of all the best

Like what you wished me when I asked you

Hey what's next

Fuck you I'm being blessed