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  • Genre:R&B
  • Year of Release:2022

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Sweet nothings in a pillow spoken in the dark of night

Kisses of a demon I exposed you to the harshest light

Figured that my efforts would bring you to an epiphany

That I would use my love to try and heal all of your injuries

But you will never understand will you

Every day

Late nights it was you and me

Plenty issues but we never left because it wasn't right

We was locked tight

People envying what we had

I was cool to play the ugly nigga long as you was happy I knew we'd pass

I was thinking get the ski mask

Cuz you was hungry

Stupid thinking you would starve for me

Spent my last dollar on a bunch of noodles cuz I had to feed you it was hard for me

Pray to god for me

Tell him please take the memories

Cuz I can't take another day thinking about sky zone when we couldn't breathe

I remember all the times that I prayed to him asking that you wouldn't leave

Now I'm asking that he take everything away from me like it was a dream

All alone in a cold world

Cuz your love was my inner peace

Never taking what I gave to you I see heartless is what I gotta be


Seems with every problem that it's harder to breathe

Every day a coffins sounding better to me

I tried to be a hero but that's harder to be when every single victim has a problem with me

I thought that it was smart to wear my heart on my sleeve

But I became a target when they saw that I bleed

People say they love me but I lost what it means

Every days a fight it's even there in my dreams

Seems with every problem that it's harder to breathe

Every day a coffins sounding better to me

I tried to be a hero but that's harder to be when every single victim has a problem with me

I thought that it was smart to wear my heart on my sleeve

But I became a target when they saw that I bleed

People say they love me but I lost what it means

Every days a fight it's even there in my dreams


I've been lied to cheated on

I still stay though I see the wrongs

They can't see the pain but they hear the songs

And they stay quiet cuz guilt is strong

You can listen on

I ain't saying I'm the best one or I wasn't flawed

But no one can sit straight faced and say jaxx nxne didn't have a heart

And it bleeds hard

I can't help but to call out when I'm alone

So sad that I write it all but can't find meaning in a love song

Who will be there to talk to me keep my mind calm when the drugs gone

People telling me to take a sip but I'm guilty looking at the alcohol

Death sits on the horizon while the sun sets and I'm still stalling

Crying telling him I'm not ready as the sickle swings and my body's falling

Bro I'm terrified

What good is my whole life if I can't have love

Thinking that I'm gonna go back cuz I'd rather that than having no touch

Precious heart and they took the pieces all that I've been finding now is gold dust

Steady tryna find another girl but I'm finding out that they all suck

Friends always tryna help me through the problems but it's not enough

And I know that depressions tryna kill me but I don't give a


Seems with every problem that it's harder to breathe

Every day a coffins sounding better to me

I tried to be a hero but that's harder to be when every single victim has a problem with me

I thought that it was smart to wear my heart on my sleeve

But I became a target when they saw that I bleed

People say they love me but I lost what it means

Every days a fight it's even there in my dreams

Seems with every problem that it's harder to breathe

Every day a coffins sounding better to me

I tried to be a hero but that's harder to be when every single victim has a problem with me

I thought that it was smart to wear my heart on my sleeve

But I became a target when they saw that I bleed

People say they love me but I lost what it means

Every days a fight it's even there in my dreams


That's fine

I can take the L you know what I mean

Fine

Fine

Fine

Another girl

And not even another

The first one to get everything I had

No hold backs and that's my fault

Cuz you got all the cards

I didn't hold nothing

And I guess my uncle was right

Cuz jeez

Shouldn't do that nephew

Give a girl all that you just end up hurt

Should've kept some stuff back

Nah Unc she not like that

I love her for real

It'll work out somehow

She really just needs somebody consistent that's what she needs

She's never had nobody to be consistent straightforward

No lies nothing underhanded just there you know what I mean

And that's what I'm gone do Unc and that's what's gonna make me different

She's gonna see that I'm always there for her

That's all it takes

I'm just gonna

I'll be there

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