When I die Lyrics

Ink scratched out, I'm not reading these papers

Blunts asked out, I'm not switching to vapors

Critics talk loud but they're subtly haters

Hold my bitch down and I focus on paper

Feeling stressed out, shit, I'm riddled with anguish

Careful around my thoughts that shit getting too dangerous

I Can't feel these shots now don't bring him a chaser

I'm Tryna branch out but won't fuck with my neighbors

Purple punch in my lungs, Purple Hearts in my texts

Purple Hearts in these raps, purple punch in my tents

Outta touch with the world cuz it lost my respect

Politicking with the bullshit all I feel is neglect

Plug my plug with the money, connect connects for the check

I check the sums the shits money and it's good for my neck

These are dreams I haven't had yet and that's just what my girl said

Never forget when she said that cuz that shit's when my world flipped

Man, I've been dreaming in the future but that shit becomes my past

Put them seeds in the soil then I turn them shits to ash

I guess that's how life goes and that shit got me living fast

Don't want it all to pass me by but I cannot live with the fact

Life is what you make it but you cannot make it intact

There's always something missing and there ain't no looking back

You only get one life and that's just all you do with that

But when I die I hope it means something so I put my

Soul in these raps and this gas in my blunt

Put my love in my woman I don't fuck with no lust

Put my faith in my family and my homies I trust

Put this money in the oven try to double it up

I heard this new rap and this shit ain't sticking up

I Feel like fans they getting robbed but their hands they stick em up

All this shit pop and I'm broker than fuck

But I hope this shit pop and I move out the hood

But fuck hope, spit lyrical dope, my saliva is opioids

Put memories in Polaroids find ambience in spoken noise

What am I thinking? Hold up, my third eye blinking

I'm too woke, get me lithium and propofol

They hoping that like, I'm gone fall

Spoken words turn to broken jaws

You similar to dental floss, got me picking my teeth

Got my bitch sticking with me, my fingers sticky with kief

Rip to Juice my life is lucid dreams

Change up on the plans like I'm palming the seams

I mean laces, fuck it man who you fucking with? this shit brainless

Overdose on hope just like it's painless

Paint a Rembrandt if I paint it

Kill me now the illest if I ain't it

Man I turned satin into satan

The games I don't play them

I'm chaos I'm mayhem

But when I die I hope it means something so I put my

Soul in these raps and this gas in my blunt

Put my love in my woman I don't fuck w no lust

Put my faith in my family and my homies I trust

Put this money in the oven try to double it up