Lessening Lyrics

I never felt the need to hate

The way I looked or the things I ate

Till they told me I was wrong

And they'd fix me

I hit the floor, still wanting more

A t-shirt promised so much more

Until I found that I killed myself

For nothing

I wish I believed you the way that I used to

I wish I believed you, cause I can't do it on my own

I wish I believed you the way that I used to

I wish I believed you, cause I'm so scared when I'm alone

I think I lost a part of me

Bathed in flames eternally

Purged of mediocrity

So they told me

I tore myself, one into two

Loving different parts of you

Comfort in believing contradiction

I wish I believed you the way that I used to

I wish I believed you, cause I can't do it on my own

I wish I believed you the way that I used to

I wish I believed you, cause I'm so scared when I'm alone