Happy Worst Day (Purgatory) Lyrics

This ain't the way it was supposed to be according to who you crying at the Rosary

I showed love so it's the more we see

But it's a gamble don't shed no more tears Mon Ami

Dying inside smiling when you're around

Anybody see my soul inside the lost and found

God answer me please pick up the line

I'm sick of leaving voicemails I'm going out my mind

I pray and I pray like theres no tomorrow

Gave up my heart is there a home that I can borrow

Is there a place I can go and feel like I belong

I know you're used to more strength up inside my songs

But I'm losing it

Spinning inside of my moral compass

It's a useless trip looking deep down and I know theres something

No time to be holding grudges

Losing my grip big picture untold and smudging

Now every day's my worst day

This really fucks with me

Know there's something

Something deep inside

Way deep inside

That I can't fucking see

Can't fucking see

Life's a blur I focus the sight occured

My mistake

But is this really what I deserve

Can't seem to find the words

A million apologies will still manage to strike a nerve

Actions speak louder I'll show you the difference between me and them girl they dont even know you

No comparison

These demons are deadweight and we carry them

I know we triggered thoughts from the past it's time to bury them

Easier said than done and I know it

But I saw em dying inside our love when it's growing

You won't admit it though cause what I did was pitiful

Shouldve left your side when you told me look in that mirror though

Would you have left mine if you were in my shoes

When you'd go all in in love but everytime you lose

When everybody you trust let's you pay their dues

Felt the rush when in love just to be called a fool

Now every day's my worst day

This really fucks with me

Know there's something

Something deep inside

Way deep inside

That I can't fucking see

Can't fucking see

Love of my life I pray you're finding yourself

Don't settle for nothing but the truth oh dont you lie to yourself

Been finding a new perspective

The unguided move corrected

I'm liking this new direction

From the greatest pain comes the greatest strength

If heaven was a mile away I'd go to greater lengths

Its day by day

I know the moment will fadeaway

So hold it close to console it soak in amazing grace

How sweet the sound I will never know

You singing at our wedding but can't imagine a better note

Wrote vows that I had never spoke

Moment of silence

Couldn't think of a better joke

Straight face through every curve that's forming

Saved dates that just ain't working for me

Restless nights you'll cry to hold me through the mourning

But I'm in limbo you heard the story of purgatory

Now every day's my worst day

This really fucks with me

Know there's something

Something deep inside

Way deep inside

That I can't fucking see

Can't fucking see

Now every day's my worst day

This really fucks with me

Know there's something

Something deep inside

Way deep inside

That I can't fucking see

Can't fucking see

Now every day's my worst day

This really fucks with me

Know there's something

Something deep inside