A Poem to Where I Lost my Former Self (Demo Version) Lyrics

I woke up

Started dreamin'

About my lost motivation

To continue to sail for eternity

The salt will wash me away

Watch the coast

Fade from view

While I talk to the ocean blue

Whisper my secrets to the sea

Wanna join the laughter

Making fun of me

I fear my journey

Will come to an end

Seein' nothin' for my friends

Heard the party fell apart at 9

City streets won't make no noise tonight

But I hear the water

Calling my name

And I see it marking

Down my grave

And I know I have much more to say

But I can't get it out of my face

And I hear the pastors screaming

To bring me to a better place

And this giant bug

Calling my name

On my boat

Reaches its arm out

For a toast

"Drink this with me

And we'll be happy as can be

We won't see the sun again"

But I hear the ocean

And I see it marking

Down my grave

And I know I have much more to say

But I can't get it out of my face

And I hear the pastors calling my name

To bring me to a better place

But the ocean's where

I fled to escape

From the terrors of finding

Friends that can't hate

Feel the chemicalities

Worship everything I see

And I pass away with key to my own escape

The water drowns me down

And I know I have much more to say

But I can't get it out of my face

And I hear the pastors walking away

Refusing to bring me to a better place

But the ocean's where

I fled to escape

From the terrors of finding

Friends that can't hate